So I have just created a youtube channel Dahlia House. This is to
mark my journey so I can see my own progress along the way. These videos will be raw and recorded and loaded on first take. My
schooling is a two year program and I am very sure I will have done
so much by then. I mention in this video that I do not have an NA
sponsor but that I have experienced just a small taste of the power
of working the 12 Step program. Going to meetings every week and
reading literature also shows me the power NA has in other lives. I
am in no rush to find one person to confide in, what I have is too
much for just one person to handle. So this blog will be my outlet and I
will confide in all of you, since it is all of you that have made my
experiences possible. I will learn to forgive and you will learn to
forgive. I will learn to accept and you will learn to accept. We can
go on this journey of healing together. And it is a blessing for me
to include your stories to share with the world on my blog. If anyone
wants to have a brief meeting with me to allow me to interview and
voice record you so I can publish your story, feel free to TEXT ONLY
6199901191.
I went to 2 NA meetings today... at the second one I shared something that I would like to share with you now...I have been running away since I was 11 years old...I used to dream all the time and longed to be kidnapped...I wanted some stranger to rescue me and take me away from the situation I was in... but noone ever came to save me...we lived in a 2 bedroom apartment on the second floor filled with small roaches and other torments...the person who was supposed to be my mother slept in the bigger master room, while the 3 of us had the much smaller room with bunkbeds and a crib...I feel like I cried most days there...I feel like I was beaten most days there...she is still sick to this day...I still hate her and wish harm on her to this day... but the good thing is that I hardly ever think of her so I don't have to have that negative shit in me much...at the meeting I shared that since 11 years of age when I got my period in 7th grade I would jump out of my second story bedroom win...
I think you are doing very well on YouTube. Spoken from the heart and truthful to yourself and to the people ..😀 best wishes on your endeavors.
ReplyDelete💜Thank u very much💜
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